is a principle of considering the welfare and happiness of others before
one's own; unselfishness
at the chatroom one afternoon, a week before my 22nd birthday and one of
my chatfriend asked what is my wish for the upcoming birthday. i said that
i used to have a feeling of being someone else and i guess i did it in
a pretty small way. in the way which is wonderful and at one end very delusioning
and it made me stop and re-evaluate everything... not just my principle
is about...about everything that kind of goes a long with myself and my
life as well. and it made me stop like the very first time of my life and
it was a very terrorising thing but it makes me realise that i
don't really need to look outside of myself to know who i was and that
i rather have who i was be extended into my environment around me rather
than having the environment to define who i was and how it be reversed.
she simply replied saying that my wish is very altruistic.
and i'm not saying that i'm an altruist here
but i wish that i can be very unselfish to myself and to the individuals
and things that relates to myself. and i believe that myself is a great
place to start everything with...good or bad...a very nice and safe place
and not overly distracted.
is self-learnt and i must say that because my major is not actually
a computer programming related subject. i first have a try writing html
when i took a computer class in summer of 98.
and i learned the basic html tags and from that i found that writing html
is so much fun and making homepage is so much challenging. so i kinda came
across with my self-try homepage which is very simple. by then i start
to learn it and i must say i was influenced by my senior cikmie.
blues untuk aku? well, um... like i said i was influenced by the
comic itself. so i think it would be a lot more cooler if i could do something
with it. and besides it has really to be something or else it would just
look like a shit, you know using those webgraphics where you can get it
everywhere else on the internet or copy somebody's hardwork. and i use
a lot of java scripts which i also learned
by myself and i'm sure that sometimes it give me
a shit because it sometimes buggy. but i don't actually good at
it. but problems may occured and i just wanna learn and that's why i try
to put everything i learn inside this webpage. that's the only thing about
scripting that i know. but for the moment i'm learning how to write
the CGI scripts.
i learned all this shit from
the book. i bought this book titled mastering photoshop
5 for the web by matt straznitskas.
a really cool book from a great author who has a very good skill with the
photoshop and html. this book deals with html as well. so it's like two
different things combined in one book. so go get this book. you won't regret.
and so i used the photoshop 5 to create and
recreate all the graphics. and i scanned most of the graphics using a very
cool scan at the nearest cyber cafe. and for makes my life so much easier,
i use netscape composer and edited with java
scripts using notepad. and
also i used java applets
which can be easily download from the internet.
homepage is not obviously about myself only. this is sort of a tribute
page to my friends as well. and i take this small moment of nothingness
to say thanks to some of the great peoples out there. the following people have contributed either magic, faith, time, energy, vision, passion, support or friendship in an important and appreciated way: i wanna say thanks
to my girlfriend noorzie,
my senior cik mie,
my friend apai,
my 2 chatfriends who being very spiritual about this webpage (they never
realised that); emilia
and jemy. and
i wanna say thanks to mama bintang7
who have been nothing but open hearted and emotionally available and supportive.
you all guys are really a good place for me to bring something up and talk